When I think back to who my friends used to be I really wonder why I liked them so much. It weird to think that you could once be inseparable from someone then the next minute they feel like a complete stranger. We thought we would be friends forever. To think we had a whole Disneyland road trip planned when we graduate high school. Even though we all thought our friendship would last, deep down in my heart I knew it wouldn't. When I think back to all the times when the "Fab Four" hung out, taking pictures with our numbers on our hands, the endless sleepovers, the board games, the movies, who we imagined each other going out with, it makes me sad. These were the girls I used to pick money up off the ground with, to see how much we could get. Now I feel like strangers. They started to change. But was it really them changing or did I? When I used to their first pick, I was now there last. They put us second to their new friends. From here all they wanted to do was become "popular" and go to parties. I really was not into that and I could of cared less if I was "popular". I just wanted to be me. They took a different path and I didn't follow. To be honest, I am quite proud of myself. Some people would have followed along and suffered being someone who was not their true self. But I am glad this all happened. If it didn't, I would not have the most amazing friends as I do now.

So Cute!!!

Friendship!

I love our friendship. It is completely different from most peoples our age. Unlike these other girls, we actually care about each other. We can have a nice weekend together without partying and alcohol. Instead we go through Millie`s "library" and write down the books we want to borrow. We intently discuss vitamins while drinking tea. I love that we are already planning our futures of going to pre-natal yoga together and how our kids are going to marry each other or be best friends like the sisterhood of the travelling pants. Also that we are going to live on the same street, but it has to be a name street not a number street. Most importantly I love that I can totally be myself around you guys. I can be weird, crazy, and annoying.  I don't have to worry about you guys judging me because we are all the same. We always have these big grand plans to have a movie night but instead we end up talking the whole night, like we have not seen each other in ages, but in reality we saw each other less than 24 hours before. You would think we would get bored of the same conversation, who we hate, who annoys us, who we swoon over, how boy crazy we are, the future, our future children. I love you guys, but you already knew that!!

Oh How I Wish This Was True!

Cake Update

I broke it. I don't mean a little crack. It is full on broken! There goes my relaxing baking day :(

Baking!

Today, instead of doing homework or spending hours on the computer, I decided to do some baking! I love baking! I feel like it is a total stress reliever and really relaxing! I like to do it when no one else is home. Just me and my baking. I blast the music and just sing along. It is an old lady type thing to do but I love it! I made oatmeal chocolate chip cookies, with both white and milk chocolate chips, and a chocolate cake!! I am going to put sprinkles on the cake too!