Big Ball of Cheese!

I love my friends! And not in the way that people say "Oh, I love my friends" and then the next minute they are talking about them behind their backs. I really honestly love them, like I love my family. People wont understand the feeling until they meet people as great as my best friends. I would do anything for these girls! I will always be there for them, through thick and thin. Some people say it is very likely to stay friends with people from high school after high school. But I know this won't be true for us. I can't imagine my life without you guys. I hardly remember my life before I met you. I feel like we share a special bond. We can just look at each other and know what we are thinking, well most times because most of our thoughts and conversations are pretty random ( Taylor Swift gospel choir?). And the most obvious reason we will stay friends is we want our lives to be like movies, happy ones, and happy movies have happy endings, so we have to stay friends! After all, we are the Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants! :)

I feel like this explains our relationship!

I don't wanna grow up!

    Too many things are changing, I just wanna be young forever! Think of how great it is. No worries, someone always there to take care of you, your life is taken care of. I know my parents will always be there for me but it is scary to think in about a month I will legally be an adult. I want to be a kid. I want to go back to the times where my biggest fear was if I lost my mum or dad in the store, or finding out all the ice cream was gone. I knew this time would eventually come but I didn't think it would come so fast. When we are young all we want to be is older but right about now I would like to be that little girl again. I feel like my life is flashing by past my eyes. I really don't know how I am going to get through this grad ceremony. I am emotionally unstable. We really should not talk about grad this week or else I may (probablly will) start crying right there and then. But to be honest, it feels a lot better than trying to keep it in.

Oh darling, don't you ever grow up
Don't you ever grow up, just stay this little
Oh darling, don't you ever grow up
Don't you ever grow up, it could stay this simple
No one's ever burned you, nothing's ever left you scarred
And even though you want to, just try to never grow up



Recital

Last night I had quite possibly my last dance recital. Throughout the show I was fine, happy as a clam. But after the finale, when Linda was giving her little spiel, I couldn't contain myself. I tried to keep it together but I just started crying. Not even like a few tears, like full on ugly crying. I would finally calm myself down but then I would see someone and start crying again. It was a non stop waterfall of tears. It was really hard to say goodbye to the teachers, especially Lian. There was so much I wanted to say to her but I couldn't get my words out. I wanted to tell her how awesome of a teacher she is. How she makes dance an enjoyable place to be and I always want to go when she is teaching. She knows how to make us all laugh but also knows when to crack down on us. She really loves us all and I don't think all the people in my class notice that. At the beginning of the year I didn't think I would be this upset. Even yesterday I didn't think I would as upset. But this dance studio feels like my second home. I am there 10 hours a week. I am going to miss the people in my class, even though I do not even like all of them. If I was like this for leaving dance, how am I going to be at the Grad Ceremony! I am going to be a mess! Better bring out the waterproof mascara!

I think I should try this!

Studying

I hate you!!! So tonight I am getting a lot of studying accomplished by sitting on my computer doing nothing.....I don't want to do this!!

Rebel!!

I am a rebellious child!! Today I skipped my very first class. Well I have skipped sewing before but that doesn't count because we went there and at the end of class we went back. I skipped English because I didn't want to read a poem out loud. But we have it read it tomorrow so our plan sorta back fired. We were talking about it and I was seriously thinking about it. Then Sadie came to school and said lets not go to English. Well that put me right over the edge and I was not looking back. Sadie, Georgie, Amy, and I all went to Coquitlam Center. I felt so rebellious!! I just felt high off of life! I told my parents and they just laughed. They were shocked that I would do that and go to Coquitlam Center of all places. It was such an adrenaline rush, I mean you have to do it once in your life!!

Grad!

I cannot believe its all over! Last night went by so fast.  To be honest it was a lot more fun then I thought it would be. We danced, sang, and had a blast. And we didn't care what any one thought of us. We just wanted to have a great time with some awesome people! I love you guys!  It was sooooo much fun! I wish I could go back already. I feel like it made me a little more ready to graduate and leave high school. It will be scary but we all have to more on one day or another.